Somebody said trouble don't last always...

Why is my flesh so powerful, so all encompassing? When will I fight the good fight and win? I deal with a lot of the same issues over and over again and it seems that I always end up on the short end of the stick. Is victory certain, real?

I search for answers
But still find myself in the dark
Blinded from my own doings
Can't hardly see the light that I know is there
Trying desperately to be aware of the snare
That I've heard of in the Book
But can't stand to look up for the answers
So in darkness I'm stranded
Confused
More like dumbfounded
So much so that I can't look around for it
So in shit creek I'm stuck
And that damn paddle is no where to be found

Okay, enough complaining…

I bought the new Cece, The Gospel soundtrack and Kirk (when I'm over-thinking things I tend to spend money I don't have. I don't necessarily like the contemporary Cece cds so I'm not feeling it yet but I know I will because I always do. The soundtrack is good enough, I'm loving the songs by Kirk, Fred and Hezekiah - typical gospel fan that I am. Kirk is the bomb. This one is not at the top... yet but, again, I'm sure I will fall in love with it in a day or two.
My movie plans for the weekend are in jeopardy but I’m going to fix it so that I can see The Gospel on Friday, somehow... someway.

Oh yeah, after all is said and done know this.... I KNOW I got the victory! ;-)