Soul Stirrings

My words, my thoughts, the stirrings of my soul. This is the me I want to be. Peace

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Blocked

I have about 15 stories that I've started writing. 10 out of the 15 are just barely a paragraph and really more of a thought. I'm not tripping on those. 3 others are truly the beginning of something more involved than a thought but again not much of a story let alone a book. I have a lot of hope for those three.

Lastly, the two. Two of these stories are full out possibilities that I've actually taken the time to develop and outline even. I've invested a lot of time and effort and yet I'm stalled on both of them. I am in a hellacious limbo.

Aaaaaaargh!!

I hate this place. Here I am trying to do something, make a dream a reality so that I can have something tangible to show to the kids when I talk to them about chasing a dream and I can't get through this. So discouraging and depressing.

I find myself creating mantras and adopting self-help mechanisms and yet I'm still here.
Anybody out there with a word, any kind of word, to help a sister get from point a to at least j or k?

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