Happy Birthday

My tears don't fall in despair
They fall as I reflect on the precious moments we have shared
He blessed me with you for a short while
In my walk in time
But I know you're always there
in my heart
my mind
For all time
How blessed am I?

How blessed am I?

Today is my sister's birthday. She would have been 36 today, if she were still here. She died 2 days after her 19th birthday.

In any event... she had to get up outta here. She said something about seeing the face of Jesus was 100 times better than looking at our ugly mugs... or something like that. I can't remember it exactly right. rofl

Anyway, she did leave us a boat-load of good memories to keep our hearts smiling.

Happy birthday, Neicy!!

Clarity

How can I ever believe that you love me enough to let me go?
No man can ever love someone that much
If you loved me then you would never let me go
Your love for me would make it impossible for you to even breathe
Without me there with you
To live away from me is a torture you couldn’t fathom

Would never intentionally inflict upon yourself
If you loved me then only God could separate us
Only God could stop your eyes from gazing upon my flesh

My happiness
No you don’t love me
You only wanted to use me
And I let you
Because I love you and would put up with anything
To be with you